Chapter 7

Different Kind of bond

So... has your Omega accepted my Alpha yet?" Todoroki whispers, leaning his face closer to mine. I can feel his breath on my face, my cheeks suddenly feeling hot at his words. I can feel my omega purring and basically rubbing around in answer, the feeling of arousal flowing through me.

Without even thinking I turn my face, my lips feathering against his as I look in his eyes before fully connecting. I sit there for a moment not sure what to do, but quickly follow Todoroki's lead as he takes charge.

I have only kissed one other person before, but as our lips move together I can't help but feel like this is my first time. His lips are so soft and the way his hand has wrapped around my neck is causing my omega to fall into submission. The want for him to touch me more becoming more prominent as we continue.

I move my hands to his shoulders as I try to reposition myself, but gasp when his arm wraps around my waist and pull me on top of his lap. His hands grasping my hips and rubbing small circles to calm me. My body starts dangerously heating up as I feel his cock against my upper thigh. A moan slipping from me as I feel Todoroki graze my bottom lip with his tongue. I open, welcoming the feeling as he explores and our tongues caressing together. I can't help but feel more arroused as the alpha dominates my mouth and taking charge over me.

We break apart, but only for him to move to my neck. He gently bites and kisses the skin around my scent gland making me gasp at the pleasure. I tilt my head more, allowing him to continue grazing his fangs along my neck. The tingling his fangs leave when they touch my scent gland is almost overwhelming, the foreign feeling slowly taking over my thoughts. My omega is begging for him to mark me, to make me his but I quickly hush him. My hands make their way into his hair as the pleasure increases.

"You smell so good when aroused." Todoroki says as he tightens his grip around my waist.

"Todoroki, uhmm ." I gasp as he nibbles closer to my collar bone. His hand slowly traveled further down my hips.

"Shoto, call me Shoto." I hum in response as he continues, warmth beginning to build in my lower stomach. His hand gently cups my ass while the other swoops up my back as I arch slightly into him.

I buckle my hips as he squeezes my ass, a moan escaping him as I rub against his cock. A tingle runs over me as I realize how hard he is. Desire filling me to press myself closer. Our bodies flush from hip to chest.

"Shoto." I whimper as I nuzzle my face into his hair, releasing more of my pheromones. The touches are starting to feel so good. Pleasure consuming my mind as I moan and whimper at Shoto's gentle squeezes and caresses.

"WHAT THE FUCK!"

I flinch at the sound of anger. My head snaps up to see a blonde alpha along the tree line staring at me. My eyes widen, guilt overwhelming me. Kacchan looks away, his hands balled into fits and shoulders hunched forward.

"K-kacchan?" I whisper as I watch him turn and stomp back through the trees.

Panic fills me as I quickly pull away and climb out of the pond. I spare a glance at Shoto and whine as I see him look after me, a frown on his face. I can feel myself being torn in half. My omega begging me to return to Shoto, while I choose to put my pack first.

Why did this have to happen now? Why couldn't I have one night? Goddess, I can’t ever get a break.

I activate my quirk to run faster through the trees in my pursuit for the blonde. I can smell Kacchan's anger pheromones as I approach him. I stumble slightly as I jump over a rock, but keep running. I have to make sure he is okay.

"Kacchan wait!" I call out as I finally catch up to him. He turns to me, his eyes filled with rage as I stop a few feet away. I try to catch my breath, my hands reaching out to the alpha.

"We haven't been here for more than 2 fucken days and you are already fucking their alpha?!" His yells fill the night air as I hesitate in front of him. He has never yelled at me like this before. I shift back a little as he growls.

"Kacchan, my omega chose his alpha. I didn't have a choice, this just happened." I try to explain, my voice wavering.

"Your omega is just horny!" He turns around and starts walking in the direction of the cabin.

I gasp, feeling a bit offended on behalf of my omega. "How dare you! You know how these things work!" I yell back causing him to stop. "You were taught the same things I was!"

"How dare you I?” He doesn’t turn around, only turning his head slightly. His hands are clenched tightly into fits as he shakes lightly in anger. “What the fuck! Our pack is dead, now is not the time for you to find a mate!"

I freeze, his words hitting hard. I can feel my chest tighten as I look at him. I know he is right, my pack is my first responsibility. I shouldn’t be putting self interest before them, especially with what has just happened. I have been careless, a horrible leader. My selfishness has hurt my pack, I have been so selfish.

"I-"

"No! You don't get to do this. I- ahhh!" I watch as he grips his hair in frustration, turning to face me. The anger in his eyes turning to pain. We sit there looking at each other for a moment before my eyes widen in realization. He isn't just angry, he is hurting. He saw me with another alpha, of course that would hurt him. I take a step forward, guilt filling me as I try to express myself.

"If I had a choice I would have chosen you." I whisper, bringing my hands to my chest. "I wanted to choose you!" I can't help the tears streaming down my face. "If this was a perfect world, I would have mated with you when you courted me. But I cannot change what happened, everything we have been taught has happened with Shoto. I cannot deny-"

"Shoto? You don't even know him! It has been 3 days." He interrupts me, his eyes watery as they hold back tears.

"I know... But there is this connection, no a bond, I have what I didn't have before." I take a step closer to him, hoping he will let me in. His head is hung low now, his hair covering his eyes from view.

"What about our pack? What about... me?" His voice is quiet, he sounds lost as pain making its way forward.

"Kacchan, please understand." I reach my hand out to him, lightly placing it on his upper arm. He flinches at my touch, but allows me to hold it. "My pack is always a priority, I will not forsake my responsibility. I will do better at putting you three first from now on, but I cannot deny my Omega."

I cannot be mad at him for his reaction. With the loss of our pack, all of our bonds have grown stronger as we try to survive this horrible reality. The stress of staying together is overpowering for all of us.

I've known for a long time of Kacchan's feelings towards me. I was hoping that over the years they would have gone away and he could pursue another and find fulfillment, but it seems my hopes were wrong. I have been foolish to believe that his actions were only out of friendship. I chose to be blind to them so I wouldn't feel the pain I do now.

In all honesty, I love Kacchan. I have for so long, he has been my person since we were children. I wanted nothing more than for us to be together. But now that I know what a true bond feels like, I can see that the love I have for him is immature. Like the way a child loves their siblings or parents, it doesn't mean it isn't real or strong. It just isn't the same bond like the one between Shoto and I. Our bond is different.

I pull him into my arms, holding him as I did when we were children when he needed comfort. When we allowed each other to feel our true feelings without fear. When life only threw small worries towards us. When we faced the world hand in hand. Before the world forced a different fate upon us, deciding that this reality fit us best.

I allowed my pheromones to sooth him as I run my fingers through his hair, combing and scratching him as he wraps his arms around me. A soft hum leaves me as I feel his body shake lightly as he tries to hold back tears. My heart throbs at the pain he feels, the guilt I have felt for years finally coming forward.

"You are still my everything. No one could ever replace you Kacchan."